Saturday, January 17, 2009
great.
my bro just asked me about how to do L x B x H.
whether L needs to be in front or not.
or if there is some specific order.
then i was like,
there's no order of multiplication!!
then he was like,
i thought L need to be in front..
then i said,
you dont believe, dont believe lah! ask me for what.
then he went back to his table and started crying silently.
then dad come.
then say,
no need to say until like that..
blablah.
yah i feel guilty.
like everything i did was wrong. things doesnt go through my head before i do anything, everything. just like what i wrote for chnese compo. 我是一个冲动的人。i just do what seems to be the thing to do at that moment. and when it turns out wrong, i feel regret slamming into my face. then i cant do anything to salvage the matter. or im too thick-skinned to even try salvage the matter, like saying sorry to my bro. i wish i was someone else, someone else who could at least use her brains to think about the consequences of her actions. i dont know where to start. i feel helpless/hopeless. someone murder that qian4bian3 personality of mine.
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