Saturday, May 30, 2009  
         i feel...
i dont know what i feel actually.
many thoughts buzzing around.
and walao, mosquitoes buzzing around too. zz.
i want to go, and i dont want to go.
 
homework.
 
projects.
 
cca.
 
no money.
 
i want him to go and i dont want him to go.
 
does God love me?
 
why dont i feel any joy..
 
..at all?
 
why do i not feel like reaching out to others..
 
i made zero effort to do so.
 
what's wrong with me?
 
what's my freaking problem.
 
camp. malaysia people. cca. suck. suck. suck. suck.
 
pon cca.
cip.
 
there are so many stuffs on my mind. when i go blog-hopping, i realised that many people are happy (i guess). h.a.p.p.y. it is such a simple word, yet i can't seem to practice it in my life. if others can do it, why can't I?
Labels: emo