Saturday, May 23, 2009  
         friday was like tuesday. i wonder how many times I must go through this.
one moment i was happy, something that hasn't been visiting for a long time i think. then i was sucked down into this bottomless vaccuum, with nothing but melancholy.
 
 
my parents are the triggers.
i am sick of them.
i think they are sick of me too. with my gloomy face and zero appetite for any food.
what they did not realise was that i was smiling when i was at the doorstep yesterday night. then, all that was left was..
 
 
i dont know.
 
 
tears?
 
 
 
i should not be happy anymore. there will always be something big enough to shatter me into bits again after my short-lived happiness.
sad. 
Labels: emo