Wednesday, April 8, 2009
i know you wont read this but whatever.
im going to say this anyway.
i know i'm a liar.
cos i promised to hang on.
but i really cannot make it.
everytime i see jap homework, my heart just sinks.
like really sinks to some hell seabed or something.
i cant go on pon-ing, so i might as well quit.
maybe you can handle that stress,
but i can't, you know.
i'd rather get my good gpa back than trying so hard for jap, struggling like an idiot for some alien thing.
to me, it's not worth it, especially not at the expanse of my results, time and energy.
i don't have any motivation.
it's just meaningless.
i know i shouldn't have made empty promises.
im really sorry..
but i can't help it.
i know apologies are not going to work, but i don't know what else to say.
sorry xuewen. ):
i feel like a walking zombie.
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