i almost died during pt today.

sorry if i had scared you guys or something ><
and that i was really slow and made you all wait for me. paiseh ><

thanks for all the concern(: and rae (and her dad) for sending me home:D

i didnt faint!

it felt like i was about to though. i was never so close to walking towards the light before i guess. hahaha.

did running, 80 step ups, 1 min of uh some arm thingy, 40 dips, 60 of the stupid wave-your-arm thing, 30 of the flick-your-fingers thing, 30 secs of the lie-down-and-lift-your-legs-up thing, 20 leg scissors thing. i dont know how to describe those exercise lah.

then i wanted to die. puke, can't open my eyes, cannot breathe, etc etc -- the whole package. i think corliss said something like my face was damn pale or something.

couldn't finish the whole exercise routine.

i think mr elson loh or someone came up to me and told me to calm down.

"breathe slowly, you are scaring your friends..focus.."

the more he said stuffs, the more scared i was, and the more i tried to draw in air slowly. but i just ended up choking and all the gasping and the people crowding around me made me even more scared, and all this was just really, a vicious cycle.

then the teacher (who made me go through all the torture) came and told me to open my eyes and look at him.

he looked like, blue in colour. basically everything was blue, the grass was blue, people's skins were blue, clothes were blue, etc.

but i couldn't stand opening my eyes because it was exhausting to even lift my eyelid.

(somemore he was the one who caused me to become like this, 狼狈, tearing, and everything unglam.)

okay, so after some time i felt better. fingers felt damn bloody numb. pins and needles.

and my group de people (rae, yiming, bernice, xuxi) and the PE teachers who came were very funny, so yeah. thanks(:

haiz. bad experience.

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and to think i had lots of fun right before swimming lessons. mdm tia nvr come today, relief teacher also never come. so me and rae started to play memory game using uno, then yiming bernice and doreen joined us, then peihao come and kapo. and brought weining here hahahaha.

played uno 10 mins before we had to go to the car porch to assemble.

super kanchiong.

we were like, "faster lah you is blue/red/green/yellow colour!"

draw two reverse reverse reverse skip you blablablablah.

in the end we didnt finish the game, but it was very thrilling all the same hahaha.

(and they all very nice sia! totally hit-and-run lah. play finish then throw cards to me, rae, bernice and doreen to keep. very considerate hor!! D< LOL)

in the end we reached the car porch early, sweating like some idiot. z.

and after that game, i was damn 狼狈 (refer to the top of the post) -.- ironic shit.
why didnt God take me away while i was struggling so hard? i felt like giving up, but hearing the word "friends" coming from elson loh just made me feel..idk. maybe there was something for me to live for.

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